Current mood:	happy
Current music:	It's My Turn- Angelic

Music Makes the World Go Round
I've been listening to a lot of really, REALLY old trance anthems lately because it makes me nostalgic for the days when I was just a baby party kid. lol. I seriously love these oldies but goodies.

Oh man, the show last night was fucking amazing!!! Holy shit, I do have to say that when I saw Sphongle/Hullcinogine in Chicago and at Midwest Freakfest, it DID NOT sound like that. The progressive set Sphongle spun was amazing but I've been all about progressive for the past couple of months and I'm finding myself spending less and less time in the psytrance rooms and more and more time in the progressive rooms. Now if only I could find some good dubstep in Tokyo...my ears have been itching to hear a good, UK DJ spin dubstep.

I'm also happy because I spent all night and all day today with my man. He makes me feel so incredible. His energy is just contagious. Conor even commented on how Masa's vibes just rub off on everyone around him. He's really an amazing person. The more I talk to him and hear about the things he's done in his life and the places he's been it just astounds me. I'm so, so, so in love with him. There were a few times when I was close to telling him when we were in those moments but they were the kind of moments that silence says so much more than words could ever say. Whenever I ask myself if he loves me out of paranoia, I realize that's all it is, paranoia. We love each other or we wouldn't have those amazing moments together. I just feel so happy to have met a man who fits me so well. We have some problems with the language barrier but the fact we get past that makes our relationship even more meaningful.

He's excited because he the info for the eclipse party on Eastern Island just came out and he's making plans to go. I really want to go but it's so expensive. It's $2000 round trip and the party deposit is $500! It's going to be a fucking amazing party though, I'm sure of that. It's the only time in our lives when we can seen a solar eclipse on Eastern Island so that means this party is going to be stellar. I'm seriously thinking about going to this because of how rare of an occasion and I've ALWAYS wanted to visit Easter Island!
I'll have to scrounge up the money to go to Easter Island but even if Masa and I do break up before the party I'd still fucking go to that party by myself because it would be an amazing experience. And if we're still together, well, that would be another amazing experience within itself.
I was going to go to the eclipse party near Okinawa this year but I couldn't get the time off work. I'm still REALLY PISSED about that. I'm toying with the idea of going for a day...like flying out of Tokyo right after work on Saturday, staying Sunday and flying back on Monday. The party is 9 days and I'll miss the actual eclipse but I just want to see it, even if it is for a day. Masa says that eclipse parties are the best parties and he's old skool so I believe him.


Damn, this music really is my life. I'm happy I have a man in my life who's life is also this music. It's more than music, it's a lifestyle. I've been trying to think of ways to make a career out of doing this and I think I'm going to contact some of my professors and ask them how I can publish some academic research on it because I know first hand what's going on in a lot of different scenes and I'll write about it unlike a lot of people who won't. I'm also going to contact the fashion lady again and ask her if there's a rave fashion nitch in the academic world. I got the idea because I saw some white girl who was NOT DRESSED AT ALL like she belonged at the party snapping tons of pictures of Sphongle during his set. She seemed like she was there to scope it out rather than be part of it and it looked like she probably isn't in the scene because she didn't blend in at all. If someone is poking around from the outside and they were sent to cover the event, an insider like me could get A LOT more information and photographs that tell what's actually going on. I read an article about some guy who went to a hipster party who's not a hipster (Jake recommended it) and he ended up looking like idiot because he knows nothing about the hipster scene (not that I blame him for not knowing anything. That scene is regurgitated, consumer consumed garbage. And their music SUCKS). I just need to use the fact that I AM a party princess to make a career out of it.

I'll talk more about the show later. I started rambling and I like what I wrote so I'm not going to delete it.

All I needed was some good music and some good loving to put me back in a good mood.

It's all good :)